decided to loot a shop for fun. I got caught and simply I could not grass my friends, so I have served 4 months. I am now out and do not know what to do.
I failed my GCSE as I was in the cool crowd and now with my criminal record no one wants to see me. I have
failed my paros big time and now they do not want to see me. I hate the world, I hate myself and I am contemplating just stealing money, pay a one way ticket to my grandparents in Africa and live in the village. They are the only people who seem to love me. My life is shit! My once friends see me as a loser. I went in for them and any therapy I try fail cos I am so bitter. I am 19 and I cannot see the rest of my life being this shitty! I always get money I drink or smoke it all. When is it going to end